Second round down

Reinduction wrapped up yesterday morning, and Scott’s blood levels are reflecting that. So long neuts and immune system – it was fun while it lasted. 

Once again, we’re sitting with a long wait ahead of us, during which he tries to avoid fever (infection) and hopes not see that dirty Red Man again. And fights a serious case of boredom.

Of course my last post jinxed him. He’s feeling pretty crappy now… His grip strength rivals Harrison’s, he’s more inclined to nap through the day, and isn’t in the mood to get up as much. Oddly his nail beds and fingertips are really sore. One of the most annoying side effects right now is a strong metallic taste in his mouth causing food to taste foul. Even sips of water are offputting at times. 

Thirty days in hospital the first time around was hard. But while it was scary and intimidating, it was also all so new. Scott was experiencing treatment for the first time, and it was novel and full of apprehension which in a strange way made time pass a bit faster. It didn’t seem to drag as much.

It’s day eight and with 21 left before his release, Scott’s spirits are starting to dip a bit. It’s lonely and isolating here, if there is “action” that’s typically not a good thing. A crew of sick kids at home has meant I haven’t been able to visit as much lately, and it’s tough on Scott to not be home to help them feel better. Or at least cuddle up with cartoons together on sick days.

Maybe not the most positive post, I realize. But honest. Onward and upward!